He's Dead

A movie that shares my theory and thinkings

I would recommend you to watch a movie called 50/50 it’s a great movie with a thinkable thoughts and words. Most of it can be found in a book i’m still writing. Enhances my theory a little bit after watching this. I have a saying which my late father said once when he was on his hospital bed after chemo.

He said “Ambil gambar inda semestinya lawa, setiap saat inda akan sama. Cuba kau gambar awan setiap saat, ia inda akan stay satu tempat. Cuba kau gambar babah hari ani, kau gambar lagi babah esok. Mesti ada satu hari kau inda lagi dapat gambar babah. Kau mesti ingat semua apa yang babah ajar. Awal ni kau inda akan faham, satu hari nanti kau akan faham asal kau ingat cakap babah ni”

Good thing I wrote everything he said on my PC every night after talking to him. He’s my inspiration. Everything I’m doing is because of him. He also told me that everyone will die. He said he’s not afraid to die, but he told me that he must be afraid to die. If he’s not thinking of God, my father said that he would take out his own life just to stop troubling my families from the difficulties. He also said that “Things happen for a reason” and this quote is also on my book i’m writing. Well, I’m picking out a line of what I’m writing which is, god has a plan and everything is in god’s will.

From that line, I thought of it after my father saying that “Tuhan ada tujuan. Mungkin kan merapatkan kamu saudara mara. Mungkin kan menunjukkan sesuatu. Pasal atu babah balum mati. Kalau babah mati nanti kau mesti ingat tuhan. Kau mesti takut mati. Kau mesti berfikir. Semua orang akan mati. Ada yang mati awal ada yang mati akhir. Ani saja yang tani inda patut fikirkan, mati. Babah mau kau faham apa maksud hidup. Tani mesti buat orang happy. Tani mesti tolong orang. Apa baik susah tani pun, tani mesti tolong orang. Walaupun sudah di nyatakan tani inda payah tolong kalau tani inda mampu. Tapi tuhan akan faham. Allah maha pengampun. Babah ramai orang inda suka, tapi babah happy liat kamu membasar. Mungkin ada tujuan babah cemani. Mungkin babah mati, mungkin babah inda mati. Tapi walau apa yang terjadi. Allah yang menentukan. Ada sesuatu di sebaliknya.”