I can’t make the decision. Should I stay or should I go? Most of the time, I just feel so helpless and torn between the two. It doesn’t help that everybody’s pointing me this way when my heart wants to go the other. I know I need to do this for myself- not for the pleasure of everyone else. Besides, if I do what they want, sure, they’ll be happy for a while, but after a week or so, they’ll just forget because they’ve already got what they want, and everything’ll go back to normal for them. At the end of that story, it’s just going to be me who’s stuck with something I don’t want. I guess I’m leaning towards leaving then, I guess. And it probably doesn’t help that I’m falling for one of your closest friends… I mean, how’s that gonna work out?